Moments turn into days turn into weeks turn into a lifetime. i have actually had enough energy to do some wonderful events and help people who are dear to me. However, every time i am done with these types if things, there is nothing left within me to write.
i have procured a voice recording device… but i have yet to have the energy and focus to figure out how to use it… thus is my life. 😉 i am getting better at being silly and making fun of my space brain. It is hard for me to be so out of control over what i want to do, when i want to do it, and how i want to do it. It is in some ways like being back in Luna and just having to go with the flow… letting myself go with the winds of change and storms of life. This time with sever injuries and Lyme Disease.
i have been doing my best to call the Lyme Disease, “My friend Lyme.” 🙂 It has given me gifts in the midst of all the challenges. The ongoing chronic pain from the wrecks… that is harder to be playful with as it is so incredibly draining and exhausting to be in so much pain all the time.
i do, however, feel so incredibly grateful for the people in my life who love and support me even in these, some of my worst of times. i have an incredible safety net, that so many people struggling with this disease or with chronic injuries and pain never have. i am so deeply blessed even in the midst of the overwhelm.
So, what is it YOU ARE GRATEFUL FOR?
What we focus on, we expand. Intention transforms. Attention energizes.
i am doing my best to transform my pain and sickness into compassion and care for myself in ways i have never done in my life.
Where might you have gifts hidden within the struggles in your life?
PLEASE share with me your answers to these questions. Let us learn from each other and celebrate the goodness that exists, even amidst the challenges.
Love,
julia
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