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“While I was getting interviewed in the tree, people kept saying, well, these sound like such great ideas, but you’re living in a tree – what about when you come down to reality? They didn’t realize in some ways I was having more hardcore reality experience than they would in their nice, perfect little homes, with air conditioning or heating, everything they needed, etc. – like the ability to go to the grocery store when you’re hungry or turn on the faucet and have water come out, simple things like that… I understood what they were saying. But I just knew inside of me that what I was getting was real; it wasn’t just a lofty experience. Then, on the day that I was coming down, I attached myself to the rope to repel down, and I literally collapsed into this part of Luna that I used to hang out in all the time. The experience was so brutal and intense on so many levels that Luna became for me a feminine energy – not to say that Luna is male or female, but it became a feminine energy that I deeply needed, something feminine, something soft. Also, a lot of the branches curved up in such a way that I could hug up into them, to get something that felt like a hug, something that held me in this intense experience. And that day that I hooked on, I had this massive hit of overwhelm, and I collapsed down into one of my favorite little spots. And I began sobbing. And I asked: Luna, what if they’re right? What if everything I’ve learned isn’t really real down there? And I’m such a different person now to when I was when I came up – how am I going to deal with this world? Just the struggle of what most people go through from 23 to 25 and what I went through from 23 to 25. And now I’m entering this world again, how am I going to be this me in this world? With all this sensory experience hitting me, I just kept sobbing. What if I screw up?…. Now, when Luna communicates to me, it isn’t like words in my head, it’s more like a knowing that would come inside of me. And Luna communicated to me: anytime you need me, Julia, just touch your heart – that’s where I’ll always be…. And it’s always been true. When I feel lost from those lessons, when I feel like I want to give up on those lessons, I just touch my heart – and BAM, I’m right back there. And it helps me bring it alive again.”
Go Yoga seminar 2013
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